LoveSaturday, January 20, 2007
yeahh.
i'm nt happy.
really.i'm very very very upset.
its all FATE):
why must all this happen to me?
do euu all really thinks this is all i want?
yarhhs.
i noe i'm wrong.
budd sometimes i dont think its fair for dhe both of us.
its just UNFAIR.
why cant we two just don quarrell for dhe whole year.
and why cant we two lyk wadd besties usually are.
-w/o quarreling
-share secrets
-help one another.
DO THINGS TOGETHER.
enjoy everythings together.
why cant we two are lyk dhad?
i just fcuking cant stand ur attitude.
and i noe euu cant stand mine too.
cos we two are nt lyk besties.
budd ppl are saying we are besties.
when i go out alone they will ask why ur besties nv come along.
then i was lyk-.-
why must she come along?
hais.
and i just get so fed-up.
i'm dhe one who keep following all those instrution eu gave.
am i ur dog?
or something?
why cant euu just listen to me once?
and i really cant stand it anymore.
euu always say i will tell euu my problems and euu shall tell me urs too.
budd wheneva i tell euu.
euu will just nod ur head.
and say nth wadd for i tell.
if i go tell others to help me.
euu will say why nv tell me ur problem.
i tell euu is lyk telling ot somebody who wont care.
wadd for i tell euu.
hais.
i'm nt happy.
everybody is treating me lyk shit.
some times i feel lyk why must i suffer?
why cant i jus get those cancer or wadeva sickness then slp and die.
and why cant i just vanish into thin air and nt humans.
hais.
dun noe wadd im thinking acrually.
nobody helping me.
nobody cares.
all care abt me dhe die long long liao.
hais.
i'm really really nt happy):
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